Thursday, January 31, 2013

waiting

4dp5dt. Nothing. I feel nothing. I always want to feel a sign and really wanted to this time. I just feel tired and kind of crampy from the enormous amounts of crinone inside of me. Can anyone tell me if they have ever felt signs?

I am also trying to remain positive but have already accepted that there is a possibility that I will have to do this again and maybe again after that.

I just want it to be over and to be pregnant. I do positive thinking, I am grateful for what I have. But this level of treatment without success borders on cruel.

It is going to be a long week until beta on Wednesday!

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  1. I haven't been through this but just wanted to say it's really early, so just hang in there!

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  2. It is just so hard to know what might be symptoms vs. side effects from the hormones. The waiting definitely sucks. We just want to know already!!!!

    Ugg. I absolutely don't like the Crinone. It's hard for me to say this, but I actually prefer the PIO injections. Hopefully your body doesn't reject the Crinone like mine does.

    Hang in there! I can't wait to read about the results on Wednesday!

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    1. thank you so much. you are correct in some ways the pio is easier! i cant complain besides the grossness, my body accepts the crinone just fine. thanks for the well wishes

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  3. I can't really answer this question since I haven't ever managed to get pregnant. Just wanted to offer my support and good vibes. It does still seem early to know/feel anything. Wednesday will be here before you know it.

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    1. thank you for the reassurance and the good vibes!

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  4. I have had cycles where I felt symptoms and other where I haven't. I know it is hard but try to take a deep breath and know you are doing everything possible for this little one to stick.

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  5. I didn't have symptoms, and I wasn't pregnant... but I can totally relate to how you are feeling... sending you lots of good vibes!!

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